Everyday

Insanity

dismantles me

as I flow

towards the open sea.

Everything inside of me

screams quietly.

I desire the

notoriety

of success.

Everyday I convalesce

from the disease of stress.

Try to sleep at night,

but I can't rest,

unless I give it my best,

mind must be expressed.

Borderline obsessed

with self-interest.

Confidence is no bulletproof vest.

Knowing you're capable

doesn't stop anxiety, it's inescapable.

I'm not breakable,

and I refuse to be worn down.